Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Transference

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You can't tell, but this was taken when I was seeking solace in solitude right after walking away from an event, where I couldn't and wouldn't allow myself to put up a front, play a part and be all friendly with a person I do not like.

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It doesn't take much to trigger a memory that has once haunted you for as long as a year. Just a hint of it, and the reaction that follows is often a reflex, a defence mechanism, a response that you probably should have held back but you didn't because you couldn't. You vent your pent up frustrations, you nitpick, you blame, you let your old emotionally-wrecked self lash out at the very thing that could make you whole.

You make someone pay for all the things that another did to you.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

what happened gorgeous? dont be upset, it will give you wrinkles your pretty face.

Kathleen said...

that's really sweet :) thank you :)