Thursday, February 2, 2012


I was thinking of temptations. And I was thinking of how, stripped down, we are all the same. We crave the same things. We make up the same excuses. We rationalize the same way. 

"I trust you". Who am I actually trying to convince? Am I putting you on a guilt trip? Am I intentionally wearing a veil that blinds me from the possibilities that could hurt me? How would trusting you prevent your doings of the forbidden? Am I choosing ignorance because it is bliss? Am I trying to make up who I want you to be?

Trust and fear should be mutually exclusive. They don't dwell together. If I trust with fear why do I call it trust? 

I don't know. I am lost in my own thoughts. 

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