Thursday, November 17, 2011

Free spirit

There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone, and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you don’t have it? What if you like it? And lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then… it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is… death ends. This…? It could go on forever. 
Grey’s Anatomy

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I hate UGC. Let me repeat it. I hate UGC to the bloody core and it's sucking the life out of me. I still have 2 more UGC mods to clear wtf. I simply have no interest in it. Zero. Zilch. Nada. I don't know what I am doing and I am struggling with the ppt slides and final paper. Can't wait to get the presentation over and done with. It's on Monday. And I'm wondering how I'm gonna present it. NTR presentation this Friday. MUS presentation next Wednesday.

I am not even looking forward to UB bash this Saturday.

I think about food every night. I want sushi and macarons and Zouk sausage and Nana chicken wings. Oh I want cupcakes from twelve cupcakes for my birthday esp red velvet! I haven't been to Nabins in a long time. It reminds me of that spontaneous meet up with Cheryl that depressing night months ago. But anyway I will be somewhere studying again on my birthday and I absolutely don't mind. It gives me a reason not to celebrate.

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